I been having hell time now. I am reallie apologetic ms shyam, but i reallie cannot go for any of such activities. Others out dere, they wun understand how i feel. YEa, i agreee my time management is lously, so i reallie need more time to study, not like some people out dere who can just understand after reading once.
I have gone for countless of activities this year, project NCOs, footdrill com, current affairs com, ULP, silver acreed footdrill etc etc. I cant cope with my studies, as quoted by mrs yeo:" 3/5! you all have 9 subjects and u must reallie know yr time management welll..." I am feeling e mental stress for e last 10 months.
The last activity my parents allowed me to go is the yunnan trip. I dun understand why i must be chosen, just because they need people trained in first aid? What crap is this? And i have forgotten a lot of stuff, my parents are unhappy with my EOY results. I have deproved over 80 positions since last year.
Be it any politics as well, i dun wish to be involved in it anymore. I will value academics over my cca. That is the only way to push my grades up. I am sick of tired of multitasking. I will excel if i focus on one thing at least. I am reallie tired, reallie.
And next week still have to attend the national education seminar. WTF, waste of time again. Homework is piling up now, i got to work.
Anways! HAPPIE BURRDDAYY TO YOUJING!!!~ Happie 15th birthday(: I am going to turn 16 in 2 more mths time. And someone is turning 16 in december!(:
If you all din understand what the fuck hell i am going through, keep all comments to yourself. I have experienced people pushing everything for me to do. I have to clear the mess created by others and i hated it. From now on, i will repeat my mistakes again. No more~! I am sry but O levels is more impt(:
I want to enter my dream JC, reallie. I hope i can, i am sry ms shyam.
