Wednesday, April 15, 2009

failure

Summary of what i have done last week. Went out with 09S02 on gd fri, had fun even though not all turned up, will upload with pics if i have the time. Sat played b ball with TNT, after which go gene house watch death note 1 and 2. Kira rawks. LOL. Sun pia hw, and i god damn realise i am lagging behind.

Ytd had china desk till about 8 plus, i finished my stuff but jus go and help my friends who are short of ppl for the painting of the banner. DEn go home eat le pia bio prac, den do a bit of PI, den cant tahan fall asleep.

Today receive back bio, i actually failed, 17.5/40. This is seriously bad and a bad reflection of myself, last min revision no longer works in JC. I still rmb when i am the only one who got D7 during prelim 1 whereas the rest of them got A1s or Bs, i felt so demoralised, but mrs ng told me not to give up and i promise her i wld jump 3 grades which i did in prelim 2.

Why am i still repeating the old mistake, this is seriously a big problem that needs to be fixed. This few weeks beginning to get slack, today CT lesson taught us the second habit which is to begin with the end in mind. I was thinking, now i dun realllie have any end right, i jus want to do well to get into university. That is my goal, and i vow to achieve it.

I swear, next bio test, i will jump 3 grades again. MR wong wrote on my paper u can do better than this, he believes i can do it, i believe i can too. Screw with bio but i want my A.

Gonna mug hard now, a hard lesson learnt.