Why? Why must i have that sudden stomachache during paper 1? I know i can write and i just keep on writing and writing. It really hurts, while writing and thinking at the same time in that air conditioned room. Every moment i have to bear with it until i finished writing my letter and den i couldnt take it and had to go to e toilet. Time was wasted, my braincells hurt, my hand hurt and my stomach hurts. However, nothing hurts more than my own heart.
I just felt so despondent after paper 1. Yeah, i did manage to complete my paper in time, but i know that my compo wasnt written well. I can feel it. WHY MUST SUCH AN UNFORTUNATE AND FUCKING THING HAPPEN TO ME DURING MY FIRST O LEVEL PAPER! FUCK.
Compo was screwed up but i hope that paper2 and letter can help to pull my grades up. Please, i do not wish to drop higher chinese, at least an A2. Wrote 4 pages for si1 han2 and 5 pages for bao4 zhang1 bao4 dao4.
After which i went with gene, zp, ren, jeryl, aaron to go eat at bukit panjang. HAH, was feeling emo on the bus, she came up but i din had e mood to call upon her, but at least got waved to you bah! And i shall give e thing to you another day(:
I hope that you can score well, and i can score my expectation, else i will just be letting mr ng down as well as my own efforts.
FEELING FUCKING EMO NOW.
