Friday, August 19, 2005

::disheartening::

A lot happened today...dun feel like toking abt it..i feel so hollow..jus like i dun eva trust anyone in this world frm now on..summ people cld be soo overbearing and yet they dun realise it..friendly but to bootlick, i guess only true friends understand what is the meaning of a friend in need is a friend indeed...i cld only suffer in silence, not knowing wat to do..the world is jus like a vast ocean, containing each and every continents and oceans etc.

Most importantly--------friendship...nobody in this world is perfect..everyone makes mistake..jus tt the time isn ripe..put yrself in other people's shoes..how wld u feel if u were them?Is it really very difficult to find someone to confine to?I miz e old times...though i was "brutally assualted", but i am happy..now..everything had changed...the laughter and smile that had once been in me was gone...I am jus like an empty shell or a robot, following people ideas and mind as they had instructed. I am not daunted by obstacles, i marched to e front bravely, my soaring spirit never dies, i only want peace, exhilarament and excitement like before...isit really very tough?

To those unauthorised "villians", can u jus get lost frm here?Irritating pests..eavesdroppers..a bunch of sneaky fellows...u are jus fools...*u noe who u are*..