This days really sucks like hell lor...Cant seems to have peace and statibility here...Pressure and pressure and pressure...sighx...First of all, parents kept on pushing me and asking me to be nerdy...they only have one pair of eyes and how would they know if i had studied and work hard...they always say i nv study and be so lazy...in fact i am already trying very hard to work and work...take sat as an example...i studied that stupid hist bk for almost the whole day and my mind is bursting..
So many facts to rmb and definations...haix...nt only that, my sci too... i had to study ultra hard as it is one of my weakest subjects since pri sch...however, my parents still thinks i am not trying hard enough and up till now, they are still saying that my sister is more hardworking and trying her best...i cannot stand it anymore...my self-estemm is starting to degrade and i am starting to feel inferior to her...my confidence dropping,everyday jus sucks, i dno how to carry on like this...jus hoping that i could pass my mid year with gd marks...my eye sight failing due to the constant revision...my brain cells dying because of the revisions...mental strength is failing me and i am feeling very very useless and hopeless...
Up till coming so far, i will still continue and nv give up.I noe i can do it de, plus having all of my gd friends support and encouragement...All e best to u all for the coming exams and thx for all the encouragement.=PpPppP
TaTa...kk..i gottcha end here...go to have my nerd revision...nitex..
