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ok. I think i am very bad. I do not feel close to my family at all.

I tried my best to communicate but i guess it didnt work out.

This probably happened at a very young age, thus when i grew up i feel so weird.

I dun dare to share with them secrets nor confide in them.

I used to be v close to them whereby i will share with them what i do in sch, wat i eat, who are my friends etc.

But ever since quite some time ago, after quarrels here and dere, i stopped doing that.

Now, i hate to say this but we seem so far apart now.

On the surface to ppl , we may seem normal and alright but deep beneath its not the case.

I also duno why i have the courage to post this up.

Its not to let ppl know oh i have such a sour relationship, i jus need to get things off my chest.

I am going army on sat.

Maybe this is a good start.

When i look at others whose brothers or sisters are on close terms and their parents reallie close to them, i feel envious.

Yup i mus agree my parents dote on me, they provide me with the financial strength to buy stuffs. But sharing secrets? nahh.

People say that communication is the key to building good relationships.

I have alwyas believed in that.

It is so weird i can do that with many others but not with my own family.

Is my problem right?

I think the number of quarrels and unhappiness we have > happiness.

I think i am a failure at family relationships. : (

A levels results arre coming out on friday. To be frank i am reallie stressed abt it.

I just dun wan to disappoint myself and of cuz my parents. I reallie tried my best.

And now there is this family shit here.

Come on God save me.

I am full of angst now.

P.S. I am just typing how i feel, if u dun like it dun read.

Bye.

Hey there I'm Jasper, 18 this year, studying in Pioneer Junior College. I like my school a lot, especially close friends and ties which i have forged in my 2 years in pjc. I will not forget them. My teachers are awesome too, each and everyone of them. I only have 1 goal now, do well for my 2010 A levels. May god bless me for the final hurdle! ∇ ARCHIVES April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 February 2011 Affiliates Cuz they're awesome 09SO2 Amanda Cai lin ChewYen Christine Cindy Demas Enci Haiwei Hannah Isabelle Jason Ong Julian JoyLynn Li Ping Qian Mei tzehock VALYNNNNNN Wan ying Warren Weijing Youjing Zoe © Layout by 16thday, colour codes from Colourlovers, profile icon from RVV. full of angst ∞ back to top? Posted on Sunday, February 27, 2011 at Sunday, February 27, 2011 ok. I think i am very bad. I do not feel close to my family at all. I tried my best to communicate but i guess it didnt work out. This probably happened at a very young age, thus when i grew up i feel so weird. I dun dare to share with them secrets nor confide in them. I used to be v close to them whereby i will share with them what i do in sch, wat i eat, who are my friends etc. But ever since quite some time ago, after quarrels here and dere, i stopped doing that. Now, i hate to say this but we seem so far apart now. On the surface to ppl , we may seem normal and alright but deep beneath its not the case. I also duno why i have the courage to post this up. Its not to let ppl know oh i have such a sour relationship, i jus need to get things off my chest. I am going army on sat. Maybe this is a good start. When i look at others whose brothers or sisters are on close terms and their parents reallie close to them, i feel envious. Yup i mus agree my parents dote on me, they provide me with the financial strength to buy stuffs. But sharing secrets? nahh. People say that communication is the key to building good relationships. I have alwyas believed in that. It is so weird i can do that with many others but not with my own family. Is my problem right? I think the number of quarrels and unhappiness we have > happiness. I think i am a failure at family relationships. : ( A levels results arre coming out on friday. To be frank i am reallie stressed abt it. I just dun wan to disappoint myself and of cuz my parents. I reallie tried my best. And now there is this family shit here. Come on God save me. I am full of angst now. P.S. I am just typing how i feel, if u dun like it dun read. Bye.