Okay, i am not supposed to be here cuz i said i will be on hiatus until A levels. But i seriously got an urge to blog. I just need a platform to vent out my thoughts.
Now the time is 12.40, i am gonna blog about what happened ytd. Just had bio prelims, damn tired out. I realised ques 1 mistake when they collected my paper, feel so angry with myself. Never had i once complete a bio paper. What makes things worse is that i studied super hard and that goes for anyone taking bio, and then the questions that came out are on topics that we din expect it to be. IT is totally not regurgitative type. Its like applications la. And its a god damn 2 hour paper, with 7 structured and 1 essay. I was grasping for breath while trying to pen down my answers. Theres no time to think, everything has to be at your fingertips. Let alone say no timne to check answers. Okay la, i have to say, bio is not my forte. It has not been my strong subject all along, nvmm i will work doubly hard for paper 1 and paper 2.
I think i understand what is karma now. Just now, i sent out several smses, jioin my friends to go study, only a few replied but the rest din even bothered to reply at all. So i waited while studyin of course, until now also no reply. It doesnt take one to simply type a yes or no reply right? Well, it dawned on me that i used to be like them too, nv replyin ppl sms. Now i get the feelin. But nvm, i am not gonna jio ppl to go study anymore. Its a torture askin. Forget it.
I am feelin a bit hot tempered and stress so pardon me for being so grouchy. I just wanted to vent out all my frustrations. Today is just the start of the battle, i will hang in there and lets see who has the ultimate tenacity and last laugh. I hope i survive :/
Just changed blogskin, i think this looks nice. :D
Thanks nicholas for cheerin me up on fb, thanks dude. Hes a joke man.
Gonna keep to my word and finish 80% of chem nao! Sleepin super early later.
Lastly HAPPY 18TH BDAE TO AH DA! My first friend in S02 when i came to pjc, hope you have an awesome day!
Just curious. Does all guys feel the same when they see the girl they like a lot being disturbed constantly by another guy? Feelings of jealousy that cause him to wan to go spam STFU at the guy and F off pls. LOL. Damn./
study nao! bye!
