I do not understand some things at all. I believe everyone shd have heard of 养不教，父之过，教不严，师之惰, do all parents vent their frustrations on their children? Even the slightest of things? The blood of them lies in me, and i have inherited being stubborn in nature but how come we always have differin views?
Somehow somewhat, i dun really feel close to my family eh. I dun mean to say such things la, but it is something you can feel for it bah, i love my mum the most but at the same time, i hate it when she nags like crazy, every 5 min consequtively asking me to study, crazy huh? Dad is a bit of ahem la, since young, he has been biased towards my second sister la, yea, i do agree she is intelligent, getting into river valley in sec sch and national junior college in jc, NTU grad. I have always been e subject of comparison with her, does it mean that being the only son, you must excel in everything?
I do not wish to talk about big sis, because i feel the least close to her in the entire family, whenever i need her help, i have to ask 3 weeks in advance, because her procrastinating character will just keep postponin my request. Thus i vow not to depend on her from the day i went to sec 1.
My grandfather is 80 over years old, but still healthy, which is a good sign, but there are sevral issues i dislike. He sleeps almost 16 hrs a day, not kidding and that is why in the night he becomes active, and he will always go to the kitchen to look for food, even raw things he eat, i am not kidding, and one thing is he has dimentia and is half deaf, thus he cant rmb watever things he has done, which is quite scary. Everytime when i am revising halfway, he will suddenly come behind me and shout AH BOY, go slp!( cuz he cant hear he speak damn loud). Den dad got woken up and i got an earful from him again. Every 10 minutes he will visit the toilet, and the opening and closing of doors is distracting. ARg. Just last nyt, ah gong has become more active, in the middle of the nyt, he went to open the house door! WTH, lucky for him we dun have keys with him. Den he got sian he went to the kitchen look for food, no food he went to play with the stove, OMG! keep switching on and off the gas stove, which is dangerous~! If an explosion is ignited, i can say goodbye to all of you liao.
These are all the issues la, family problems? watever. Now i only noe i feel irritated and wish to vent it out./ Ar, not feeling well again, getting a headache and caught a cold, shdnt have played b ball today.
AND I REALISED I LOST ALL MY STAMINA. OMG.
