Ytd was e poc camp. Everything was going on smoothly.
Fall in---> was rather quicker than normal trgs but as wat warren sir had said, it still have room for improvement.
Pt---> It was soo slack, people jus kept on complaining when e sirs gave us do warm-ups etc. During running, u can see one half running in front with e Pt i/c while the other were behind either brisk walking or walking. Cant they even jog if they are tired? A bit only complain, actually everyone of us can do it, it jus depends whether we wanna do it or not. That day when i had asked them only to run round e track 3 rounds, they say" wah! dun wann..very hot leh!"Kept on blah and blah. Excuse me, 3 rounds e track is not even 1.6km. Everything is on e attitude problem, if we can preserve, we are strong. If we cant, we jus gottcha try again till we succeed ain it? I hoped that we could run more during Pt..this is to help ourselves ritt?
Games---> It was quite fun la..i had enjoyed them..hmm..we mus have teamwork in order to be victorious ritt..Because unity is strength, only we could win if we work together. Now is e best part lorx..we kept on splashing water over each other..So Fun!Reminds me of e time whereby me, zhipeng, jasmine,crankston,jessica,yiyan,laika stayed back after e trg camp during march to splash water. That time was really fun. Kinda miz it mann..And that kenneth! Everything oso revenge..he kena splashed by seniors then kept on telling me that he wants to get his revenge by splashing back at them..and later we got this i forget e name liao..something match..this game made lotsa people injured..hah..din went participating when it is our turn against seniors cause i had a cut on my leg..wasted..soo careless..
Lunch---> E food was still tasty and of cuz i mus thx e sirs for making for us e syrup drink.
Master parade---> Had rehearsal of it and i was still afraid of my hands and legs coordination would go wrong...when it is e real master parade, i tried my best not to make any mistakes le..if i had, i apologised for my mistakes..and there is something very funny during that..when yiyan called out hsian yuan's name, he *AHEM**AHEM* then make funny noises b4 marching off..felt like laughing but i still prevented myself so as not to disrupt e parade..
Photo taking session---> Took photos formal and imformally..e first time when we took, e boys stood on e bench which was like e leg was going to break any moment..luckily it din..phew..
Rehearsing of performance---> Had trouble getting e boys to listen to me...and Joshua had to ask permission from ms sham to run back to his home to get e cd...In e first place, all of us shd be responsible of our own actions ain we? The day b4 he shd have checked all his things le then it would have saved him so much trouble...And all e rest of e boys..they din wanna seriously go and memorise their lines in e drama..i really really dun noe wat to do..Y are they sooo uncooperative with me? Time is running out and they din seem to care abt it at all while e rest of e grps are bz preparing and rehearsing..Our teamwork is not there...there is no sign of it at all..And those boys who din come had given me trouble again..i had to edit e script over and over again..Darn tiredd out..
Dinner---> E food was still all rite and as i am not that fussy about food, i jus ate wat was given to me..later then i heard from chow hung sir that some people wasted e food and din eat them, stating that they were not nice..i dun understand it at all..if e food was not nice, they shd voice out their opinions and views ritt during debrief..however, none did, and even e comments were just e food was delicious and tasty..blah blah blah...If those people dared to waste their food, they shd have e moral courage to admit and jus say tt e food was not nice..anyway, debrief is for us to voice out our views no matter whether it is gd or bad..sighx..din understand wat those people were tinking abt...
Performance---> We had to make a balloon hat and then send a rep to come out..kenneth looks so cutie in that hat!haha!Next we watched a video, e pics were pics of SENIORS!haha!Quite touching too..Then E gals grp had some technical problems and thus my grp had to go first..i din mind but kenneth and some other boys kept on protesting and grumbling saying that e gals cheated and din wann to be first..escuse me, whether we are last or first does not matter at all ritt, we wld still have to perform isn it? I really loved hsian yuan part when he shouted e SUPERB BOYS motto..it was soo comical and nice lorx...luckily that made e seniors laugh a bit..Then when it was davin turn to speak, he came to me and ask me"Jasper..wat was my line arr?" This was e result of nt memorising well and preparing well...When it had reached e last part, kenneth was wasting everyone's time by not doing e stunt...he is so darn "guai"(4Th) lorx..jus now when no one is looking, he did soo many stunts lorx..ask him do in front of others he dare not...Sighx..i really feel that we din have teamwork during this performance...i have failed to make it a success...i am really sry to all e Ncos who were there ytd...i apologised to u all...i have let everyone down...E rest of e grps' performance were quite nice too...
Speeches---> Yiyan made her speech and it was really really touching..lotsa people cried..even e sec 3 sirs, some shed tears too..my heart was sobbing inside when i heard that though i din show it out on my face...Next is ms sham speech...yep..it was shorter than yiyan's one..
Debrief---> We had made e seniors angry again by not answering xiqing ma am when she asked us for comments..i am again going to apologise to seniors again for not taking e initiative to answer..like this then we wld not have wasted soo many time and made u all angry..sry...
Handing over e ranks and posts to sec 3s---> This is so darn exciting..yep..hearing e posts of e sec 3s...and i am glad to have jessica ma am as my level i/c..E sec 2s were quite unhappy over the fact that chee wai sir is going to be their level i/c...since e seniors chose him, they wun be wrong abt him...
Giving out of e presents and going home---> Thx those seniors for yall presents...thx very much..
The next section i am going to dedicate to Yiyan:
Dear Yiyan,
I am very sry that we sec ones have made u angry during this poc. We have not shown any respect for our sec 3 seniors and were rude. We did not take any initiative in watever we did and did not have a sense of urgency. We did not shown u that we have toughen and not be that weak and slack anymore. We din obey wat our sec threes seniors have told us to do. We argued, we questioned them, we called them by their names and not ending with e sir or ma am.
This is yr poc, we should not have made u angry at all..u ought to have felt happie and not disappointed. Our drama or dance were not up to ur standard and we were jus making a fool out of ourselves instead of showing to u our abilities. I apologised to u for all e wrong things that i had done..I have let u down..i am sry..i din actually made e performance a splendid one for u to enjoy..instead disappointed u..Sighx..there is so much apology that i would like to say to u..Thx for wat u have done for us all these mths..thx for yr cheerios when i am down, thx for yr encouragement when i wanted to giv up, thx for having soo much trust and faith in me, thx for guiding me, telling me wat i have to do..I have become bolder and trying out to be i/cs when they ask..I volunteered during debrief to voice out my comments boldly..I have grown a lot stronger..and oso to take things in my stride.
Thx for everything..i wld still nv giv up and i would giv in more than 100% in future performances. Though i noe everyone is reluctant to part with each other, but we still mus stand up and walk ahead. Dun feel sad anymore will ya..Rmb that no matter how gleam things look, we mus look on e other perspective of things, only then we would see a shimmer of hope that is there for us. U still could come back to visit us de so nv feel sad kae..Plz smile will ya..i always see u pulling a long face..From today onwards, smile more..forget abt e unhappy things..be a happier person...I wonder if u still rmb our pact that we had made that time?Gd luck for ur O levels and i noe tt u cant wait for that day to come ritt.(e Pact one). CheeRiOs For U!JiaYoU!=D
